(from 12.30 to Midnight)
After having difficult argument with my OB-gyn, my husband, and my parents. I had to struggle with myself, to agree to perform C-section. (it didn't show at my face, but I'm so worry)
The time is up, I had to prepare myself to be ready. When I arrived at OR (Operating Room), the nurses starts to changes my clothes and put IV on my vein. The anesthetic starts to inject at my spinal. I'm still awake when they perform C-section, I couldn't feel my lower part of my body.
On early part, I still can exchange some arguments with my OB-gyn. But then.. I heard my baby screams.. Oh my GOD! .. That's my baby...
Really hard to describe my feelings at that time. She screams so loud. I saw the nurses immediately clean her. Then, one of the nurse bring her to me, she had her first breastfeeding. I cried.
The baby go to nursery room, meanwhile the surgery continues and after all finish, I'm staying at Recovery Room for almost 3 hours. I felt like sea-sick, the feeling that I hate most. Tried to sleep.
When they bring me to my room, there's a crowd in my room. I vomited. Twice.
I have to stay in bed for 24hours. After the crowd leave, just me and my husband, then the nurse bring my pretty baby. I got tears in my eyes. She's so lovely.
I breastfed her again. She love it. She's a fast learner.. That's my girl!
Around midnight, the nurse took my baby and let me rest. I slept like a baby that night knowing that everything went well..
I can't wait to see my lovely daughter tomorrow ^_^
Good night everybody
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